Bitches

Am I restless or scared?
That is pretty much the biggest question on my mind right now. I need to know why I'm feeling this way... What it means. Is it me still being scared from before, or am I getting to the point where every little thing is going to bother me? I'm starting to think it's all in my head. I'm working myself up way too much, expecting more than I usually do... Or am I looking at things from a different angle, and nothing has really changed? Am I training my mind to think those things? I know none of this makes sense to anyone but me, but no one really reads this anymore, and I needed to write it out, maybe even come back to it, learn from it.

Imagine

I saw a car today with a bumper sticker that said "I'm on a low carbon diet." It made me smile.
I also saw an icon today that said "I'd go sleazy for Weasley." =D

The Guy's a Straight Up A-Hole.

http://www.gp.org/flash/LauraWells/lw.html

This guy makes me angry...

Ooooh Shiny!

I just remembered that Cat hasn't seen my ring. :)
Soo I'm being a show off! lol
Obviously it's more beautiful in person, but I was just looking at it in the light and decided to be a snob.
hehe.
I LOVE BECCA'S HAIRR.
Just thought I'd throw that out there.
You're a hottie BeccaBoo. :P
Ahh, I'm prolly going to have like six posts todayyyy. Lah De Dahhh. =]

Yay, more green beauty. <3

Lemon Cheesecake Whitening Mask
2 tbs Honey
4 tbs Lemon Juice
3 tbs Plain Yogurt [Greek-style suggested]
1 Egg White

1. Whisk in bowl until mask thickens.
2. Apply to clean, dry face and let set for 15 mins. Gently wash off with warm water.

Yummy Mummy Oatmeal Cleanser
1 cup Oatmeal [Not instant]
2 tbs full-fat milk
1 egg
1 tbs brown sugar

1. Grind up oatmeal
2. Add remaining ingredients and blend well until mix is as thick as mayo.
3. While in shower, massage all over face and neck for two mins, then rinse with a washcloth and warm water.

I'm still coming up with shower gels on my own, and I'm trying to perfect my own substitute Aloe Vera as well...

Time

I saw that and couldn't resist.

A little something for Becca. =]

La de doo.
Cat provoked me to blog. As did Becca.
Today was so up and down. With A&Z, crazy sort of day, random injuries, songs, and food dipping.
With Cat and Becca, good to reconnect. Wonderful to have you both back communication-wise. Yes Cat, I know you didn't go anywhere[other than another time zoneee] but today was just a refresher, like, man, she's still there for me. Warm fuzzies commenced. :P
To actually talk to Becca, it was like fate, her just showing up right when I was. We met in the middle of the street, it was near-poetic. [If Rocky had not been there, perhaps. haha]
Seeing Tom again. lol. Even though he was only gone for one night and two days.
Band practice with Ash, Tanya, and Tom. I can't believe I'm the good singer. lol. Cat would prolly put me to shame if she played with us though. I'm glad we've finally found a game we can all play together. :)
So right at this moment I'm in a pretty good place. Once I've taken care of everything else, I'm going to find some medical insurance and pay off my Frisbie bill.
Trying to move towards actual adulthood one small step at a time. It feels nice. I feel sorry for all those people stuck in a high school mind-set. It's so pointless and immature. But they'll hopefully realize that eventually.
And now a special request from Becca:
I told you what the toner is...
The scrub[Sugar Mommy Scrub], in case you forgot was...
1 tbs sugar
1 tbs olive oil
and 1 drop vanilla extract

Chocolate Brunette Hair Rinse
2 cups water
5 tbs dark roast ground coffee
1 once dark chocolate
Steps
1. Boil ground coffee in two cups water in shallow pan for 10 min.
2. Add chocolate while the coffee is hot. Let the mix cool and carefully soak your hair with the blend.
3. Cover with a shower cap, wait 10 mins, rinse off, and shampoo as usual.

[My secret shampoo secret... I use pure honey. No shampoo. Shh. lol]